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Long Time, No Post

Because I never remember... and sometimes (all the time) even when I do remember, I just don't feel like typing out an update. I'm that lazy. But for some reason when I watch HankGames on YouTube I need to be doing something else at the same time to keep myself focused on what he's saying. Anyway, I couldn't think of something else to do, so I decided I would update you on my life.

I have a job! I work weekends at Chuck E. Cheese's 8D I was so excited when I got the job and it's pretty fun, too. There are so many nice and helpful people there and I just love them! 8D I got off early tonight too since there wasn't anyone there really. I started working last weekend and one of the first two things I did when I got there was something called Kid Check, where I basically stamp peoples hands to make sure their children don't get stolen. I also ran food to tables and cleaned up after people finished eating. I really enjoyed last weekend. Today, I was something of a co-hostess for a party that was reserved. I learned what I need to do and when and the guy who was teaching me would quiz me and I would forget as soon as he asked me about it. I'm super forgetful so it'll take me a while to get used to things. I really like my job. It's pretty fun 8D

Since the job is only on the weekends, I still get to do my school's productions during the week which is good. This year I'm taking it easy with theatre (if you can really consider what I'm doing taking it easy) and doing just make up for one show and stage managing a one act. I don't think I'm going to do theatre next semester though because I really want free time and I'm not enjoying it as much as I thought I would. I mean, I love the current teacher that is instructing us, but he does things so different than Burt (my director since Freshman year. Her teaching contract wasn't renewed) and he really lets emotions rule how he does everything. I mean, his teaching basis is to let your emotions shine through to help project the character, but he also lets personal emotions effect everything. He gets mad pretty easily when something goes wrong. The one act that I'm stage managing is a really sad an depressing show so during rehearsal any form of laughter is really welcome. On Thursday, one of our actors was instructed to pat a female actor on the butt as part of the show and the female actor was super embarrassed and people started laughing. It didn't last very long, we moved on pretty quickly but the actress couldn't look the actor in face for ten minutes or so. Our current director didn't say anything at the time, but the next day at rehearsal for our other production I made a joke about him throwing things around the room and he put on this pissy face and said something along the lines of 'I'm not so sure I'd be making jokes about what I say when you, a stage manager, can't seem to keep a mature composure during rehearsal'. After he said this to me, I was shocked and pissed off all at once. FIRST OF ALL, he should not be saying this to me. If he has a fucking problem with me he can talk to me privately and not announce in a room of people (I'd say about 10 people). Second of all, I wasn't acting immaturely ESPECIALLY if the rest of the people there for the rehearsal of the one act were laughing too. So I wait a few minutes for my anger to subside and I go up to him and ask him what I had done that was so immature. He told me that the day before, the butt pat thing, he expected 'laughter for thirty seconds but it went on for five minutes' and in my mind I was like BITCH, THE LAUGHTER LASTED FOR A MINUTE OR TWO YOU COCKSUCKING ASSHOLE. Then he said, after everything had settled that I started making faces at the actors and distracting them and in my mind, once again, I said BITCH, YOU WERE SITTING BEHIND ME YOU COULDN'T SEE IF I WAS MAKING A FACE AND EVEN IF YOU COULD SEE MY FACE I CAN FUCKING PROMISE YOU I WASN'T TRYING TO DISTRACT THE ACTORS. I was seriously about to MURDER someone because I was so pissed off. I normally LOVE this teacher because he's so chill and easy going and he really is a great person, but at this point and time I was ready to rip him some new ones. So I go and sit down by my friend, trying to calm down and get what he said out of my mind but after a while I couldn't take it anymore and I told him that I was going home for the day. Sometimes people make me want to shoot their faces in ESPECIALLY if they accuse me of something I didn't do. OH, he also told me he was contemplating cancelling the production of the one act because he thought the cast and crew wasn't mature enough, but he doesn't understand that with this kind of depressing production a person NEEDS to laugh and to be a little out of control otherwise they'll go insane doing it. I'm considering dropping theatre all together on Monday because if this is how things are going to be then I'm not going to deal with it. I don't have the patience to deal with shit like that and I'm sure at some point I would brutally rip him to pieces which would end VERY badly.

Let's get off the stressful topic now, shall we? What have you been up to? Because other than this, the only thing I've done is start a collab vlog channel with some friends on YouTube called TheMoltenWolf

Rage quit. Sam.

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