I Don't Know Man I'm Trying

It's a strange phenomena when you are away at college and suddenly you find yourself sitting in your house in your room at 2:30 in the morning writing a blog post. It feels out of place for me to be here. I feel like I need to be up in Flagstaff where it's cooler and doing my homework for the weekend. It's wonderful to be down here, but strange all the same. So the reason I came down this weekend is because my high school choir is having their first concert and I am attending it. It's called Dinner Theater and its theme is Broadway, which is wonderful 8] I went to buy my ticket today and it was very weird to be standing on a school campus that wasn't huge. Well, NAU isn't that huge, but I mean my high school was very small in comparison. It felt weird to wander the cafeteria and the choir room/hallway. Being at the school in general was very strange and kind of awkward. I saw a lot of people I know, but that I never talk to. Some people, I'm assuming they...

Aww yeee. Livin' it up, yo. I'm kidding. Let's be honest here, I do nothing almost all the time. I don't go to parties, I'm not a person who goes out much, and overall I'm not interested in that kind of life. I like my sitting on the computer or playing video games all day. It suits me because I don't want to cause trouble and I don't want to get pushed into something I don't want to do. It's the perfect life. 8] My classes are pretty cool. I go to Northern Arizona University and am planning on getting a degree in Electronic Media and Film (EMF), which is going to be awesome. Right now my classes are pretty blah because it's my first semester at college. Even still, it's been a pretty good first week. I have a math class, an English class, and EMF class, a communications class, and a freshman seminar class. They're all pretty awesome, but the best class at the moment is definitely my seminar class because it's called Reinventi...

I love the Fourth of July for a few reasons. It's a day where I get to hang out with close family friends that I don't get to see often and a day where my family is at it's most chill. When I was younger we used to go on trips around the States and on the fourth we were always either in Kansas with family, Montana in West Yellowstone, or a small town in Utah called Panguitch. For the longest time we were in Kansas every year but then one year we spent the fourth in West Yellowstone and got to participate in a parade. It was awesome because my dad loves the fourth so he (used to) dress up as Uncle Sam. A very casual, awesome Uncle Sam. He had shorts, converse, a shirt, and hat that were all flagged up and he would shave his face so he only had an Uncle Sam beard going on. I would participate in these events as well, but as Aunt Sam. I wore a white skirt, red converse, a festive shirt, a top hat like my dad's and, the best part of my outfit, a beard. They were truly gre...

That's my full time job. I am really good at procrastinating. Like, I've been cleaning my room for the past two days but not really because I'll start cleaning and then get distracted. Like, a while I ago I started watching through Jenna Marble's videos and got about halfway through before clicking away so yesterday I decided to pick up from where I left off. I have spent from that moment on catching up on her videos and I just finished. I should also include that I've spent a lot of time on Tumblr and such and using my new microphone I got at VidCon to record stuff for YouTube. It's awesome. As soon as I'm done writing this blog post, though, I'm going to finish cleaning. Anyway, as I stated above I went to VidCon. On the 26th of June my friend Kaitlin and I drove up to my aunt's house to stay with her until the 1st of July. She lives roughly 15 minutes away from the convention center so it wasn't a long or difficult trip to make those two day...

This month I have so much to do. Especially here at the end. On Sunday I'm going to my friends house and then we're heading up to Flagstaff to go to college orientation which ends on the 19th. Then on the 26th I'll be heading back to California until the 1st of July for some visiting with my aunt and cousins and then VidCon. It's gonna be awesome 8] I'm super excited but for now I'm going to be taking the breaks I receive because on the days that I'm not gone I'm most likely going to be working. Le sigh, I guess I have to make money somewhere. Well, until I actually have to do something... TO YOUTUBE!

But instead I'm watching people on YouTube fail at playing Super Mario Brothers Wii and it's hilarious. I've also just recently gotten a Pinterest... all the food that I've pinned is shameful and delicious all at the same time. Seriously, the only things I've pinned are food and maybe two pictures. I tried going to photography and then decided that Food & Drink was more interesting. The internet pulls me in with its tempting websites like YouTube, Tumblr, Pinterest and such. How I manage to get anything done anymore is ridiculous. I don't understand. I leave the day after tomorrow but I won't be coming home after work otherwise I'd pack then. Since this is my scenario I have to pack tonight and it's NOT WORKING. I am incapable of packing in a timely fashion. Guess I'll be saying hello to 4 AM again. Le sigh.

So my car was egged sometime between Monday when I got home from work and this morning. There were only a few eggs thrown at the car but the fact that it took me so long to notice it and that I had to wait to take it off made it really hard to get the egg off. I didn't even manage to get all the egg off because it was on there so hardcore. It makes me so mad that people want to take the time to egg someone's car just because they can. I don't even live close enough to people I know for them to WANT to put the energy into egging my car. The only people I live close enough to are my friends and they wouldn't egg my car because they know it would cause damage. People fucking suck and I'm in a bad mood. The only good thing is that I got off of work early and that I have tomorrow off. Otherwise everything else sucks. -.-

Lalalalalala home alone everything is dying. So it's not often that my parents leave me home alone but it does end up happening I eat horribly. I can only make two things and everything else I need to make in the microwave. Because I suck at cooking. The two things that I can make are miniature pizzas and pasta... nothing else. I just... my parents never taught me and I never tried learning myself. Now when I'm home alone they buy me alfredo sauce, pasta, cheese, and English muffins to make what I can. They also get Lean Pockets and fake chicken nuggets for me to eat... All the healthiness. I have it... So my manager has stopped being a huge bitch and it's great! He's actually been pretty chill. I had to close at work yesterday and I have to admit that closing cash is ten times easier than closing the front of house. I haven't, luckily, had the opportunity to close the back of house because I haven't been trained for cooking. Woo~ Tomorrow my plan is to go...

The manager that was at work today is giving me even more of a reason to quit. Most days he is perfectly fine and goofy and everything but today he was just the biggest pissy bitch ever. He got mad at me for everything I was doing. I would get finished with something and he would send someone to check on me because I was "taking too long". I was in the mascot suit and he got pissed at me for joking around. BITCH, I'M A MOTHERFUCKING MOUSE I'M SUPPOSED TO BE MESSING AROUND. ESPECIALLY SINCE IT'S A CHILDREN'S ESTABLISHMENT. You have no reason or right to get pissed at me because I am supposedly "wasting your time". Bitch, you are wasting your own time telling me I'm wasting your time. Go home, get some motherfucking sleep, and just fucking put your life outside of work. Like I said earlier, most days he is perfectly normal and fine and nothing is wrong with him. On the days where there is something even slightly wrong just stand the fuck to the sid...

There is an upside and a downside to having last weekend off. The upside is that I didn't have work so I could spend the whole weekend having fun without having to worry about my responsibilities at work. The downside is that I now have to return to work... tomorrow... and I don't want to... at all. Comicon was so much fun that I wanted it to continue forever but it wore me out so quickly that I keep going to bed earlier and waking up later. I have work tomorrow at 11 and I still feel exhausted. I DON'T WANNA GO TO WORK BECAUSE CHILDREN SUCK. I really don't like children. They whine at me while I'm trying to help other guests and they're rude and no consideration and THEY ALWAYS LEAVE THE FUCKING SINKS RUNNING AND IT PISSES ME OFF. I just don't have the patience to work where I do anymore. I can't wait for the end of summer to get here because I just want to leave the hellhole that I work in. I love the people I work with, for the most part on most day...

So tomorrow starts the preview day of one of my favorite events I've been to: Phoenix Comicon This year I did not plan on dressing up because I need to save my money for my friends birthday trip to California and for VidCon. At the last minute, though, I thought of a neat costume that people would know AND that I had all the things I needed for it. I'm going to be Mario! I have the red shirt because my shirts for work are red polos so I can just wear those, I have a pair of overalls because I'm going to take them from my dad, and I am hopefully borrowing my friends already made Mario hat. Plus, for his mustache, my hair is long enough to stretch across my face and create a mustache! I'm so excited for comicon because I thoroughly enjoy spending time with a bunch of nerds every year. I think my favorite part about Comicon is not all the panels I have to chose from or the fact that almost every person is dressed up, but the Vendor Hall. I love going to each and every ta...

Eeeeyup. I just can't do it that well but I'll keep trying. 8D I honestly don't know where I last left off in this blog and I don't feel like starting over, so I'll just start over. I just finished my senior year of high school a few days ago. On Thursday I graduated and got this lovely laptop that I'm writing on. It's a pretty neat laptop. It has a big screen, , it's pretty fast, and it wasn't stupidly expensive since it was bought refurbished. 8D I am absolutely in love with it. I haven't been able to spend a lot of time with it yet because I've had work every day since I got it and graduation and birthday parties to go to as well. This upcoming week is going to be where I really get to see what my laptop can. All I've done with it so far is get all the websites I use bookmarked, install League of Legends, Sony Vegas Movie Studio 9, and a virus protector 8D I still have to get all my gifs from the desktop and finish installing a few t...