The manager that was at work today is giving me even more of a reason to quit. Most days he is perfectly fine and goofy and everything but today he was just the biggest pissy bitch ever. He got mad at me for everything I was doing. I would get finished with something and he would send someone to check on me because I was "taking too long". I was in the mascot suit and he got pissed at me for joking around. BITCH, I'M A MOTHERFUCKING MOUSE I'M SUPPOSED TO BE MESSING AROUND. ESPECIALLY SINCE IT'S A CHILDREN'S ESTABLISHMENT. You have no reason or right to get pissed at me because I am supposedly "wasting your time". Bitch, you are wasting your own time telling me I'm wasting your time. Go home, get some motherfucking sleep, and just fucking put your life outside of work. Like I said earlier, most days he is perfectly normal and fine and nothing is wrong with him. On the days where there is something even slightly wrong just stand the fuck to the side because he is a rampaging bitchmo. It's not even everyone that he's mad at though, it's just me. I guess I must have done something to piss him off but dear God throw a fit in your mind and get over it. I almost flipped him off while I was in the costume because he was being that much of an asshole. The worst part is tomorrow I have to go back to work and close the fucking store with him tomorrow. I HATE closing at work. It is one of the most painful and irritating tasks I've ever done. We stay there an hour or so after because everything must be pristine. If it's not pristine everyone stays later because for some reason the fucking morning crew can't lift a Goddamned finger and clean something in the morning. Seriously, guys, prep your shit in the morning. It's not that hard, you spend most of the time socializing anyway. DAMMIT. I'm just so pissed off and the more I think about the more I just want to up and quit because it pisses me off so much. Can it please be the end of summer so I never have to see this asshole again?
Life is life is life, my friends. School is time consuming, looking for a job sucks, and getting horrible grades on tests that are for classes in your major is heart crushing. That being said, I still thoroughly enjoy the class. I realize that I need to study more and actually pay attention and care for what I'm doing in my classes. You learn a lot of life lessons in college and it is definitely a place where things come raining down on you. You have to be fast and able to deal with the shit that falls from the sky. It's hard, but if you try you can do it. I need to get my shit together, buckle down, and try as hard as I can to do what needs to be done. As of now, this includes studying for classes, paying attention in said classes, knit like my heart depends on it, search for jobs, apply for scholarships, and work out. It's so strange how it feels like things can pile up when, in reality, you can take a step back and a deep breath and realize that there are many small step...
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